Neon (cold_mindfeilds) wrote,

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So now that thats over...what do I do now?.......I suppose I'll figure it out.

I walked into the parking into my car...has Chris tell me Frank and Shaheed (or however the fuck you spell his name) wouldnt let me leave. I drove up to them and said peace fuckers and drove off never to return. I had this notion in my head that I was gonna be sad when I left...that I would cry. I didnt, I'll miss the buiding but not the people...because I was never that girl, I wasnt perfect and could never be and to constantlly be reminded of that was making me sick. I am happy being myself and now I can embrace that and relax. There are maybe 5 people that I can truly say I'll miss because lets face it the rest of you didnt give a shit...and I'm ok with that. At last I wasnt a moron and centered my friends at MAST...I left MAST and the people every weekend and interacted with others...others that i might actully be able to keep. either way Its ovr now and regardless of what I choose to do I know I'm gonna be happy and I am so thankful that this is all finally over.I was never sad about leaving ....only scared of change but change is a good thing and anything has got to be better than this.

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    i never write bothers me.....Katie called me and i couldnt answer the damn phone cause i was at work...i love Katie i mis my katie <3…

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    your redemption lasted one day....good job asshole how many chances do you have to be given until you actually take advantage of the opportunity…

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    When did things get so fucking complicated anyway? Its starting to feel as if i am being deprived of everything i once used to know...he is just so…

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